Thursday, January 21, 2010

Are you there god? It's me, Margaret

I feel so affgehehek. Just feeling like ripping my ulcer from my fucking mouth that hurts whenever I eat or swallow and just makes my mouth all sore and dry especially in hot afternoons. Why?? Suddenly I just feel like spending the rest of my days praying to god and just wear my telekung without anything underneath forever until I am old and crippled. At least I'll be at peace. :[

if only I had something to look forward to every morning when I force my lids open and brave the cold of warm showers. But I am thankful I still have Mummy and my lovely bffs (so primary school!) So I will try to be happy. For myself.

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