Pink Dinosaur!!! Haha I wanted to say Pink Dolphin but it came out Pink Dinosaur instead. And the aunty gave me Pink Champagne at last. :( Too many pinkish drinks huh?
Shai told me about this Dustin guy yesterday in the morning and I am really really touched cause he had only weeks/days/hours to live because of his rare heart condition his father had too. It feels really weird when someone tells you when you''re going to die and you're just counting down the days till the angels come to wrench your soul out of you and you close your eyes with people thinking you're dead when actually and queerly, you are still able to hear their thoughts and yours. It's true what they say. An ending is only a beginning. But I am more than afraid of this beginning. I loathe thinking of death. :(
Went to send far and mir to the airport for their NZ trip. Cried oh god. It's fucking contagious. And I had trouble walking in the airport. :[ Took fucking funny videos. Hope they watch them in the plane. :)
Oh and did I mention? Dustin Kessler is fucking hot. I keep having these sentiments that eventhough you're born drop-dead gorgeous, breathtakingly beautiful, a prodigy, with nice, long legs, hands of an artist; there's always a flaw in you. It's not particularly bad or unfair, just the way it is. Dustin is a eulogized drawer and a talented musician, has looks that of a greek god but has a short life to live. That's just how god wanted it. I don't know how my story will end up but I'll just let it flow until it's time to say,
The End.
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