By a carnival of idiots on show

I am dead manzx. Goddddddd, I haven studied for geog cause I was too cooped up with copying notes cause the existing ones were shit and I only know ONE pathetic cause of enchanced greenhouse effect. And I totally forgot it now. HUHHHHHHHHHHHHH. And I haven't done BIO MAN! Ahhhhhh, someone help me leh! I told you I want to enjoy life, not pressuring over geog tests and bio projects. Grrrrr. And I rotted in Malay class again. HUH. I wished I had taken chinese instead for mt. During Primary 1, I was given an option to study it cause I took mandarin in pre-school and all of the teachers taught I was chinese heck. But I stayed in the malay class instead, interrogated by my stupid classmates and stupider teacher why I didn't go to chinese class. OMG. Fucking stupid man. And when I was in Sec1, Mr Hazmi asked me, "You mix ah?" And I said, "yeah, my father is chinese" and he believed it!!!!! When actually my grandma who is japanese+chinese. I would have a surname right if my papa was chinese??? Godzx. Anyway my face don't resemble my mom at all so last time, no one believed I was my mum's daughter. HELLO. I AM NOT ADOPTED. I JUST LOOK LIKE MY FATHER WHO IS MALAY CUM JAPANESE CUM CHINESE. I hate it leh if people speak to me in chinese. I just want to shout at their faces, " I AM MALAY LAH OMG".But I don't mind ah cause I will protract the conversations some nyonyas will struck in bus stops in mandarin I know. But if I start to not understand, I 'll just straight up say I am Malay haha. And they will have these shocked faces and ask me why I still talk to them in chinese. -.- Dah bagus tu aku cakap ngan kau! And I feel insulted okay if people say I am not related to my mum. Super angryyyyy. (Haha this is like comptely unconnected but whatever). This is completely mind-relieving man. And is there anything wrong with me liking ah bengs more than mats? I am multiracial kay. :D And after reading this, some people might think, "eh si diatu nak act cina jer. Konon-konon muka tak macam melayu". Whatever you want to say lah. This is my blog righhhtt. Haha.