Ahhhh...I suddenly have the fear of not gettingt married when I am older gah. Cause I had the weirdest/ stupidest dream ever last night but it was kinda melancholy. I dont know lah but it involved some cute cute chinesey-looking mat and me in a wedding dress?? So yeah I am afraid of that saying the dreams dont actually ever come true. But that guy was like mat-looking so that is a minus point. But the tragic thing is he died cause there was this sudden tsunami in Singapore! Haha yeah weird and scary.
So I just found out that I need need need to marry a Japanese guy (hot) or at least a chinese guy (hot hot) to keep my japanese roots from fading totally. And I need to get in touch with my japanese blood more and start eating more sushi instead of Asam Pedas! Haha stupid but hey, sushi is better tasting than Asam Pedas in my opnion. So if I marry a Malay guy in the future, my grandchildren wouldn't remember their true blood and completely forget it. So yeah...this is lucidly rubbish. I didn't have the chance to speak to my late grandmother about her genuine origins because I seriously didn't expected the loss. Anyway, I heard from my aunt and mum that she didn't like anyone asking her about it, like it is a taboo subject or something. What I only know is that my great grandmother who was chinese married a japanese soldier and when she gave birth to my grandomother, she gave the baby to the woman who delivered the infant. So drama the mama.
So I am collecting maneh to buy nice Nike bag! I need the kaching by Monday!! And I figured that I have earned two enemies in class hah. So yeah I don't care lah because I hate them equally back but I have have HAVE to see their beruk faces every five days in a week. Fuck lah kau ingat kau siape?? I don't really enjoy my days in class anyway, feel like killing them all except the ones, mostly females, that are nice I will spare their lives. Fuck I hate the 3r4 nyonya. Kepo like punat.
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