Oh simple thing where have you gone

Today was uncool. I felt feverish the whole time in class and sweet Genevive gave me a panadol. I got back my POA test, 29/30. I am better than you. :) So Tammie gave me Wawan. I like her. Ms Tia didn't come so hurray! No two hours chem spa as planned. So we stayed in class instead and I drew stuff on my wrist. Lei Mee was aajjdhrk. Bored me to fuck. Then she asked us about our teachers and everyone was talking about Claudia Wong. And someone commented about Ms Lum and some other guy said her face was like Dick Lee. That was bad I suppose but she does look like him a tinee bit. :/

Have been feeling exceptionally, grostequely depressed once again. It was great to be able to tear up last night. I have so many insecurities, truckloads. I can't help envying people who are prettier, thinner, has a boyfriend, fuckloads of admirers and a father. Call me shallow but fuck I am. I know I am simply ugleh and fat with large pointy boobs and horrid legs. God, please help me.

ily<3