Wonderwall

Wow, you know I certainly felt like dying of some brain-melting syndrome throughout the fucking afternoon cooped up in the fucking room. SHITE I FUCKING NEED AIR. Life's a bitch. ;(

But it's the scissors to my fucking throat

My eyes are like about to close now but I am going to resist this lingering sleepiness cause it's tgif! I screwed SS and my life, my whole shitey life. You know, I can't help feeling all this accumulated sadness well up in me. I need therapy!!!

With eyes closed, her heart breaks

I am feeling kinda sad now. I was actually sad the whole day cause it was kind of a miserable one, like those other same, torpid days. I really feel like just rubbing off all those thoughts away from my mind but they are so fucking insistent and makes me afffgegeg. Oh fuck, I am only up to one eassay on diplomacy and deterrence for SS shite!

Writing her ballad

OMG. Who is this fucking perasan minah??!

Urgh I have been through a turbulent of terrible, demoralizing emotions the past few days and when I think back about them, I was so fucking silly! I am ultimately an ingenue for having even had such thoughts! But really, I hate it when you're friends with someone and they are all nice and friendly to you at one point, and suddenly a stranger the next. I mean just stop it. If we are really friends, then start acting like one and stop being so muddle-headed. If you don't want to be friends, it is so fucking fine with me. We all need closures in our lifetime. Right, Z? (:

AND OMG THERE IS THIS FUCKING PUSSY WHO PUSHED HIS CHAIR SO FUCKING FAR AWAY FROM ME LIKE I HAVE A FUCKING DISEASE. YOU THINK I EVEN WANT TO SIT WITH YOU, FUCKAH??

K whatever, I am not angry anymore with you two pussys k! (:

Every where we turn, more hatred surrounds us

Just now in Compass, I watched Lion Dance with mummy. The lion was uber cute and we were sitting on the flour, watching through the holes of the railings. It was fun but it made my legs ache.

Ok my hormones are getting more fucked up by the second.

If this is our last night here

Huh, I was like happy a moment ago but now I am not at all. Chemistry just about killed me for the second time, I am hormonal and I am just fucking sad cause I lost my "Cool as fuck" badge. Oh god, I love that badge! I don't like losing my things cause I have a certain...I don't really have a word for the emotion. But the things that I have each have a fraction of me embedded on it. I know I am weird shut up.

It was a great day actually. My feelings just screw up everything.

You are the moonlight of my life.

(: MORE!

My beating heart only beats for you

PHILLIP ELLIS GOSH HE IS SO FUCKING HAWT.

I walked for miles.

Fuck I don't know why but I am feeling so fucking pissed right now, I could hurl profanities at anything now, even my pillow. Argh why do I have so much anger in me??! ZULAIHA WHY YOU DIDNT REPLY MY MESSAGES?! WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GO 18 CHEFS AND HAVE FUN! Huh k bye.

Pauchy.

OMG!! I got a fucking A1 for math test!! Like first time in dog-years. I am so affghehe relieved, I felt like kissing T in class when I got paper back. But I didn't hah.

Right so lots of things happened in the week as always. Same old, same old. Okay I don't feel like typing now. I am racking my brains for some little phenomenal event that happened in the last few days. There was one when I got A1 for trigo, then my classmate got nose bleed and blood splattered all over the floor, he was directly beside me and I was blood-queasy. I felt light-headed and felt like I was floating. Urgh, I failed chem chibai.

Kk thats all bye!