Wednesday, December 30, 2009

kurangajarsekali
Today, 01:13 PM
@erwanyeunos

"Fact. Chinese cant stop being racist. They are just jealous of malays and indians. "

I am not sure which aspects about Malays and Indians that the Chinese are jealous of. What are your tangible achievements that the Chinese should be jealous of?

It is a well-documented fact that YOUR community is the weakest academic performers. Generations after generations. Even the gahmen MUST intervened to push you all to study, despite efforts made by Mendaki.

Maybe you can enlighten me why is it that the MAJORITY OF Malays perpetually cannot study nor pass Mathematics? I had a hard time teaching Malay students Maths. Whatever methods taught still cannot masuk the akal.

Oh and I need not go on about how some once get their salary, they would go missing in action.

Via http://comment.straitstimes.com/showthread.php?t=28470&page=28

What the fuck? Where is the Racial Harmony spirit man??? I feel hurt cause I am Malay and I don't pass math hah! But really, there are far more consequential things such as starving Africans and global warming than debating over Sezairi. What do you get from arguing anyway? He deserves the award or not, the results are already out and no one can change it. I think Sezairi deserves it but Sylvia is also good/inspirational cause I used to live in a one room flat like her and her parents are divorced too. But then rambut sama blonde, hati lain-lain. And since when it was all about race? Or religion.

Like malay people say, "Kalah menang adalah adat pertandingan." Pity Sezairi. If you want Sylvia to win, why you didn't vote???? Haiyo. Make things complicated only lah Singaporeans. Just go with the flow. Chill. You guys good in Math, Malay people good at winning Singapore Idol( and also singing and other aspects of the arts). Fair right? So now we can teach each other loh. Wouldn't it be fun? :D

Kay I don't even know why I'm posting this. I guess I was just vexed about the Malay-not-passing-math thing which I am currently experiencing hah. If only got cute chinese boy want to teach me...

All my dreams and all my balance

I have a fucking sore throat, it fucking hurts! School starts in how many days and I am still not done with homework plus studying for entrance tests. And I enrolled for fucking tuition omg can you believe that?! Huh, I am going to waste my Sundays studying math. NYAAAAH I am so jdekefbekrir. I want to eat chocolate muffins. But I am fucking fat already.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

You could be the one I'll always love



I woke up at about 5 today and I just couldn't get myself to sleep so I woke up and turned on the lappy. Fuck I might sound lame/karat but I am hooked to Unintended by Muse! Alright I think that's it. I've got nothing else to say.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

‘the dawn of the dead came toward me,’ I’m afraid.


Looks like my school shoes, only a bit more battered and expensive maybe.

I just fell when I was about to go for breakfast with Mummy. :{ Painful. I got like lots of plasters on my leg now. Painful and grotesque. I loathe the shoe rack that has caused me such unnecessary pain! Oh and my inept ways of course. Though I can't rid of it, I was born with it.

I think I've put up that picture twice already. Shows my obsession with masquerades and 90210.

Monday, December 21, 2009

When I am king,


I want to go to a masquarade!!!!!!!


My friends told me I have an impersonator. Who the fuck?
I don't love, Syahid, no pun intended. I barely know the guy to love him! But he's a great friend. :)


Alright so far I have finished half of my homework which is so darling of me. After this, I'm off to mulling over math and probably, if my heart relents, chemistry. My life is dull and inconsquential as ever, I don't know if I should protact this little fuck-bore space any longer. And Blogger is so....1820384840 years ago. Everybody either tweets or tumblrs now. Not like I feel the need to follow those people. But who said I was a trend setter either? I can't wait for the 31st though!! But fuck, I have to go through whorish wednesday the 23rd first.





Why???

Thursday, December 17, 2009

In 2009, I have...

made a friend

ate frozen yogurt

ate fake frozen yogurt

lost my glasses

learned how to put eyeliner

ran 2.4 km(which I haven't since I'm in secondary school)

sinus

lost a friend

had my heart broken

failed in painting my nails

had pimples on my nose

tried to s

lied to my mother

and several other people

wore leggings (never worn leggings-swear they look incongruous on me)

tried to write a book

cried too many times

had the worst year of my existence


I had an inspiration to make this. I have ceased to believe making new year resolutions. Instead, I reflect on my past doings. Never the best decisions I make myself but then, it's almost inevitable.


Wednesday, December 16, 2009


calebrewster

My fingers were twitching-exhorting me to post this. Fuck Hot.

And you'll realize that you'll love me


I have been looking for 90210 season two episodes but so far, my progressed has returned nil except for the first on youtube. I love all the actors-they're so beautiful. Beats the vampires in Twi hard though Kellan Lutz was in 90210 previously but his was just a tinee role. I am going to the class chalet later in the afternoon. Hope it'll be fun like last two years. Was it last two years? I dunno, my head's wired up wrongly today. My monthly friend has long orphaned me. Where are you, PMS, blood, bloating? Gosh, I hope I am not menopausing. AH!

Monday, December 14, 2009

Send for all your absent lovers things


yummyyummy liam
I bought my school books and bag phew! All things settled except for homework. I still havent done math, bio chem and ss. And geog. Omg I have to start cracking my brain and bury myself in long orphaned books. Natasya, next year olevels!! Fuck why aren't the study nerves kicking in? It's great if I even get to a decent poly. Alright I don't like mulling over my future. Just let things flow~

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Put a lid on all that noise





OMG I LOVE Z FOR UPLOADING THE BEAUTIIIIFUL PHOTOS SHE EDITED!!!!! BEAUTIFUL! But I look fucking fat in most of the photos. My doing huh.

Alright Mummy is alright now thank god. I was so fucking worried. I like the cool night air tonight. I wish I can sleep on the playground mat with a blanket and some pillows. It would be so comfortable. And again, I love the pictures. I need braces. My teeth is a trainwreck.

It's time the fat cats had a heart attack

I want to go prom yes!! Haha I love the American shows when they show girls ogling at prom dresses and have those little flower thingies on their wrists which their date gives them. I don't know what they're called. Mummy is sick now, I really pity her. I don't like to see her in pain. I almost finished my History hw but the pen bailed on me and I don't have back up. Which means I would have to buy a new pen which means going all the way to CP just to finish History. Doesn't sound fun to me.

OMG I hate Lady Gaga. She doesn't realize she's a trainwreck from the crown of her head to her little petty toes.

Monday, December 7, 2009

What's the matter with you man?

Haha Shai's cute. I want a happy meal but the toys are nonsense. I want to go watch fireworks at New Year's Eve. New Moon is boring. Too much lengthy conversations and the muscle men and the lovey dovey talk. Haha but overall, it wasn't bad at all. I prefer Twi though.

I think I haven't lose any weight. :[

Saturday, December 5, 2009

I feel so fucking sick of my fucking life I just feel like bolting out the fucking door and scream my fucking heart out. I can't even cry in the hellhole I am living in because I feel so fucking constrained and nobody fucking cares. I just want to hurl my fucking insides out and blame everybody for my fucked up life until there's no one else I can put a finger to. There are so much fucking liars in this fucked up world where no one loves each other anymore and all they want to do is fight. Fight, fight and fucking fight. Fuck MY Life.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

I think triangles are okay


Alright my stats gone up to 20 in a day. Is it because if the indie boys post? Only god knows.


Gave Z her present and she loves it! She told me of course I couldn't have blindly guessed. I am working on my English hwk which is fucked up cause everything's fucked up in life if you like it or not. I want to go to a singfest to meet indie boys. I feel bereft. -does clicking noises with tongue-


I am have been watching 90210. Love the boys there. So hot. So good for my deprived life. New Moon came out today but I think I'll be watching in two months' time. All the fucking noobs are lining up for tickets now. Fuck, I guessed they've only known the books after the sudden Twilight frenzy. Shai knew it since she was in P6. I'm glad I'm her friend. I think we were the first ones to get the book in Ngee Ann or maybe even Tampines. Hah.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

HOT INDIE BOYZX ALERT!!!


YUMMY.




Haha Rob Patz is NOT INDIE but what the fuck I still like him cause he's funny despite what imbeciles say


nyomnyomnyom, my phone wallpaper now





It's him again!!! He's so so baby cute. Omg he's from Poland! So he's Polish right?




Haha poufy hair like Jasper's in Twi




Alright girls I hope you had fun. I did. =]
Thank you fuckyeahindieboys.tumblr

I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Dear Baby, I hope someday somebody wants to hold you for 20 minutes straight and that's all they do. They don't pull away. They don't look at your face. They don't try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms and hold on tight, without an ounce of selfishness in it.
-Jenna, Waitress