It's young, it runs

Nyoooha. I just came back from the fucking cca thing which is actually a hike-cum-beach cleaning thing and I'll really be asfggegh angry if I don't lose at least a pound. I felt like vomiting my icky lunch out halfway through the hike to terrace garden where my group had to set up the stuffs but I refused to let all the barf out cause it's disgusting-cum-embarrassing-cum-reminded me of My Sister's Keeper when the girl vomited out her lunch which happened to be fries. But it's so sweet that the guy engulfed her in his arms and comforted her. :)

I felt okay after drinking some water and climbed up the terrace. I uber love Z, A and F for helping me. :D I am so weak. My mum said it was partly because she gave birth to me late.

Oh gosh my niece bought paper dolls!!!

Songs of desperation I played them for you

A moment
A love
A dream
Aloud
A kiss
A cry
Our rights
Our wrongs
A moment
a love
A dream
Aloud
A moment
a love
A dream
Aloud



Huh I am so fucking bored, I can fucking scoop my fucking eyeballs out with those ice-cream scooper things. Today is the somewhat the last day of school and I am dreading it. There's still fucking EAP and it's no different than normal school only a whole more dead. I saw this fucking hot askfleflefuer guy in the bus and I am suddenly remembered by one's of my friend who said, "most guys that you have crushes on are guys you met in the bus". God, it was like love at first sight only I think it's on my part only. Well anywho, I got report book today and I am utterly demoralized by suckish marks. But I am satiated.




Oh Motherfucker. I have to go for this fucking shit cca thing tomorrow. :(((((((((((

I had a dream of you that I can't define

I decided to skip school today since it omniously promises a fucking boring day of staying in class with gaping mouths. I am having so much difficulty typing this out as my niece has done something to the lappy and now the screen is topsy turvy. Hopefully I am going to plaza sing in the afternoon to get my book. Toes crossed.
MY POSTS ARE GETTING SHORTER BY THE MINUTE. OKAY WHY AM I WRITING IN CAPS?? OH THE FUCING THING IS ON WITHOUT MY DOING SO.

Ne me quitte pas

fuckyeahskinnybitch.tumblr

Don't leave me.

Prime directive, exterminate the whole fuckin' race

-the wolvesarecoming

if there was no imagination then life would be shit basically
-thewolvesarecoming

Huh I feel like a pile of fucking rotten flesh now and nothing can make me smile anymore. I don't want happiness to be momentary; I want it to be a lifetime. I can never get what I want or need. I feel like crying buckets full but really, what's the use? I can't even shed a tear now. People say life's a rollercoaster-but do I never reach the swirls and the humps ever?

Moot Point.

While spitting out the blood and screaming,

http://fuckyeahhlove.tumblr.com/

Watched Talentime with Z and it was the easily the fucking best movie I have watched in fifteen years of my existence. And I am not trying to promote/hypnotize/ whatever else anyone into watching but really, it moved me and Z to laughter, awe(all three guys are super fucking hot especially Mahesh(!!) and obviously tears. It was worth my six bucks and I love it manzx! But I split the ice mocha all over the top of my uniform but it managed to dissolve.

And I have been getting weird, similar, vexing dreams lately and I am confused. But dreams don't mean anything.

Right?

The angels come screaming

Oh gosh I am fucking scared to my fucking guts. But I'll have to face the excruciating reality soon. Oh god, please help me.

Throttle the ignition

I feel a fucking poop. I feel unloved. I loathe the life I am living. I wish change but change betrays me more than I do. Noone can help cause I can't help myself. Do I still have to keep on living with fantasies I know won't ever come true? I am not enjoying life when I should be before everything ends. Help if you can. Please.















:(

Terkenang aku pada si dia

Haha, my aunt's face looked super cramp cause according to her son, she's trying to keep her eyes opened.
And my mummy's the most beautiful. :D (she's the one in purple tudung)

These are just some of the meagre hari raya photos I have. I know, very mediocre but hah what the fuck. I had like an open house which just ended a few hours ago and it earned me 35 bucks!!! And I didn't have to do anything but stay in the room and watch reruns of Singapore Idol. But I promised sis I have to treat her Mac breakfast awww.

Alright I didn't mug for the whole day omg. But I managed to do productive sociable conversation with my cousin-oh pathetic he's the only one. Okay I am off to watch PS I love you on HBO!

Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded

Alright, now I am gonna blog, proper. Went to school like always and had a fucking poa test. Am gonna screw it but I suppose I have never give a fuck from the start. Spend the afternoon eating sushi in-okay I totally don't recall the name of the place. Hei Sushi is WAY FUCKING BETTER!!! Haha yeah but it barely costed me five bucks. See poor quality-skimpy price. Then spend the evening in Tau's place. I love her place, great for watching horror movies and cuddling with my friends! I especially loved Tau's Mummy's spaghetti goreng!