You're gonna be the one that saves me

Today today today was okay. The concert was ok. Asri's voice was like a toad in endless rain. The instrumentals are good. The vocals are the spoilers. There really isn't much to talk about but I got my baju kurung in the post office with Z and we raided the package. It is a funny baju kurung. We longed to eat lots of things, eg sushi, poppeyes etc. The school has minimum creativty and the day was just a draggy one. Oh oh and I saw him! But I made a total fool of myself. I was in the bus and he was standing while I was sitting opposite him. So I realized that he was looking at me so I looked back. And for a second of staring, I flinched! I totally flinched like I am scared of him or something. Haiyo, I always make a fool out of myself. What to do?

Heartache to heartache

The afternoon was filled with headache and neck strains and boredom. I watched Patch Adams and loved it. Then Mummy asked me to get dressed cause we're breaking fast at Compass Point. Spent an hour looking for books and found two okay ones. Then walked around and went to KFC. The chicken made me want to vomit. The oil, god, disgusting. I don't wanna eat KFC chicken anymore please.

I am like so bored. Fucking bored. Bleak. Torpid. Ugh.

Godspeed!

My hair is fucking acting up nowadays-like I can't subjugate it to my orders. Like if I think, "ponytail", it will turn out to look some crappy version of a outgrown toilet brush. Feel like chopping it all off. But I am not that bold :(

School's been fine, feel like a pig now for not studying lots of stuff for math. I improved my humans which is a yay for me. :))) I got like 80+. And improved malay but fuck, I hate malay class. And I hate the people in them(especially the teachers which happen to be married to each other). That is so redundant. And and and................................................I passed bio like at last!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so proud of myself and pleased and mostly sad. I felt like tearing. See I jumped from 15 to 24!! Even Ms Lee congratulated me. Love her. <<<<3333

I feel like a no-life. I haven't been to any party for the last three years and havent bought anything good for myself. Haven't taken any pictures with friends nor went out with them for something FUN. Why? Why? Why? Lament, lament, lament. And I dont think I am losing any weight. :(((

Haha my font is tinyyyyyyy like ants.

Baby it's a violent world

Oh love don't let me go
Won't you take me where the streetlights glow
I could hear it coming
Like a serenade of sound
Now my feet won't touch the ground

-life in technicolor 2, Coldplay

Wont you take me where the streetlights glow

I wish I could be Gachapin.He's ugly but noone bothers. They still fancy him, and ignores the fact that he has a grotesque, owl-like face. And is green.







Did I deserve this? God.

Break from the ropes your hand are tied

Angry, angry, angry. Feeling like ripping my throat out and shaving my head bold cause I am fucking mad. So many binatangs in this world. What did I do to have deserved this??? My posts are meaningless. So is my life,

In the ballroom with a glass, remembering it all at last

Last friday was spent doing nothing much actually. Gave Shai her bday prezzie. <3 we hugged and cried. But I cried a tad only. Then had the national day concert. Was separated from Z!! I wanted to die almost sitting where I sat. The lion dance, wahlao every year see twice also people excited like fuck. I liked the dikir barat. Still kental. The Bhangra dance ok. Then went down to Fiesta. The brownie I bought not nice then Mazlan asked to throw. He asked me,"Asal tak makan sampai habis." Haha! Suddenly sound so fatherly. Haiyo.

After that I got chopsticks! Nicee. Took class photo. Went to ehub after all that to watch HP but no vacancies so the others watched GI while me and Z went for lunch. I like the spaghetti!! Then went to the beach, Z on the keroncong song and it rained! Soaked to the skin and ran for shelter. There were a group of haising girls and a couple of apeks. The apeks are nice. The girls also nice, offered us tissues.

Huh I hate being interrogated leh. (grumbles)