Mianhaminda

It's been a looooong time since I have had a headache and I hate itttt. Makes me think paranodially(??) that I am having swine flu. Okay today was ...(don't know what word to describe but it is between the lines of tiring and maddening). Had the whatever cleanup day. Didn't want to lug myself with books so G and T and I went down to look for their juniors who have locker. Ended up squeezing in with C's. Thank you, thank you. Then went up again, got lollie from ms Khoo <3. She so sweet and pwettyyyy. HUHHHH. I finally have an opportunity to relieve my sushi craving!!!! Hei Sushi on Sunday!!! Yay, I can't wait manzx. And it only costs 13 bucks(!!!) for a 90-min buffet=you can eat anything whatever you want!!! :DD

Cheonmaneyo

Hi I am eating cold dumplings now cause Mum had put it into the refridgerator previously and it's all chilly and not nice. :( Skipped school today cause I am supposed to have double napha!!(running and five stations) so I am more than unbothered to participate. I think most of the sec3s pon school cause I just saw J logging into Msn haha. Eeyer, I regretted eating the dumpling. Okay cause I thought it MIGHT taste like sushi(which I am craving for) but it doesn't at all. Will be going out in the afternoon to get hair trimmed(maybe cause I love it too much to see it all trimmed and short) but I'll accompany Z anyways. I want ramen and sushi manzxxxx!!!! Okay I was looking for my vintage pleather sling bag(still lost) when I found my sister's stewardess stuffs. Like all the books and the Cabin Crew bag tags!! Cool manx, I am gonna put the bag tag on my bag. Haha. And I am gonna read up on the books during the hols cause who knows, I might wanna be a flight attendent haha!! Okay bye!

Let there be love

Yayayay!! I got 72/100 for combined humans which means I've secured an A2 on my report book. The rest I did BADLY, so whatever. I am getting tuition for math and maybe biology cause I am weak at these two subjects particularly. And I've realized my mistakes on not studying since the beginning of the year and rushing everything up in my not-so computerish brain so I am gonna make full use of my holidays for studying and forgetting about mundane matters. I am at episode 17 currently on BOF and 8 more to go!!! But I am at the unfavorable scenes so I just fast forwaded some of the scenes. JUN PYO ALL THE WAY!!!!!! :)

Shake up your tired eyes, the world is waiting for you

Hurhur...I am SAD with my results. I am only satiated with my E.History results, 41/50. The rest is vomit. Ok shall be watching BOF!!! Team Jun Pyo!!!! Come on lah people. Don't think Ji Shoon is the best guy for Jandi just because he treats her better than Jun Pyo does. Jun Pyo is a softie at heart!! Okay byebye!

Just remember I'll be by your side

I HATE post exam activities cause they suck underwears. Boring!!!!!! felt like sleeping throughout the money management talk and the sex talk was NOT INTERESTING. Nothing memorable. Went lunch at BK and home. See, even my post is scanty. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, JUN PYO <3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Come on baby blue

:))))))))))))))) I <3 Boys Over Flowers!!!! Yesterday I watched the first episode on Channel U then this morning I watched the last episode on KBS!! Like funny cause I dunno stuff that happened in the middle but still, I don't have to cause I understood the whole story already!!! But I'll still watch the subsequent episodes though. And I have listening tmr. I have always sucked at Malay listenings cause the options are always like the same and I don't which is correct and I just tikam based on luck. Ok bye!

We dont claim to be perfect

I am ready for a change. I think school holidays are the best moments in my life cause it gives me a chance to recollect my life and diminish sentiments I have about people and myself for once. I want to have a better understanding of life, God and worthy of getting myself intertwined in undesirable actions(being rude to Lei Mee, not doing math assigments).I want to get my social life into shape cause I haven't been able to do so for the past years. I want to be happy and love my mother more and appreciate her. I want to stop having two meals in a day and fast on Mondays and Thursdays cause it gives me a a kind of bond with God. I want to stop thinking about people who don't think about me. I want to start thinking more of God cause only He thinks about us all the time, every nanosecond. And last of all, I want to stick to my W.L.G. :)

Rendesvouz, Rendesvouz

I am a super duper NOOBBB. I was supposed to go to school at 11 today for bio paper and the nooby me went to school at 7!!! When I could have slept for a few more precious hours!!! The paper was alright actually only I didn't study for it so yeah...went for lunch at PH with F,F, S, T, A, A, Z. Had fun after a very long time of being mentally and physically drained. And I <3 frolicks!! Haha I only had like one scoop but it was greatttt. Better than ice cream. Alrighty, I am having cramps.:(

This is what you'll get when you mess with us

I am so fucking mad I don't know why. I am disliking the girl I was previously talking about multiple more times. Okay maybe you know the reasons why I don't fancy her eventhough I have zero knowledge of her but please, if you do, tell me!!! Cause I don't even know and I hate to admit this throbbing realization. (screws face) Alrighty, I have been studying poa like THOROUGHLY so I don't miss out on anything. Went to Vivo to buy Mummy's purse with zully and had The Chicken Rice Shop. I like the grilled butter chicken. I went to Sengkang Riverside Park yesterday to study and there wasn't any approriate seats so I had to sit on the ground that made my legs itch. And I want to dye my hair jet black!! Mine is smoky black, not nice. Okay byebye! And I haven't study bio manzx.

It's turned into your broken tragedy

GG,GG,GG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Screwed Chemistry, byebye A1. I think I have seriously deproved when I have been consistently improving my grades for chem. Failure, dissapoinment. I am only so far confident of my english and that is variable even. What is happening to you, Natasya??!!! The only papers I am looking forward to mugging hard for them are elect history, math, poa and core geog. I MUST do well in geog cause that is my only favourable subject(well chem used to be in the list as well). Malay=dead. I am confident of getting at least a B3. Doesnt matter, it's only midyears. I aim to do muchmuch better for CA2 although it's already partially screwed for my 16/30 compo. Maybe I can request Mdm Yanti for a retest. I NEED IT. I will have to work myself out on geog notes now. Bye!

Fake chinese rubber plant

I flunked everything I did for the past few days. SS failed. Math. Failed. Malay. FAILED. OMG I am so dissapointed in my malay and my compo was nkbbfffobn. And god, something SCARY happened just now when my calculator ditched me in the middle of Math paper1!!! I was like super freaked out and I almost cried when I managed to fix it back up. I think I would have gotten, what, lowest in the level?? DISGRACE. And I find it easier to study Chemistry :D rather than Math. I am aiming for A1!! Must get or I'll just hang myself by a rope. :( And I have SHIT hair nowadays!!! Gonna chop it off on the weekends. I hope nobody recognizes me when I have my hair all shorn. Err, and that binatang keeps going to my class's row before exam starts. His face= GROSS, GROTESQUE, PLAIN KORNEK!!! I almost puked manzx.

I don't have a lifeeeeeeee. I HATE MYES and not to mention my whole dreadful lifeless/pointless life in NGEE ANN. Fail fail. I made the wrong choice in P6. I didn't even know why I chose this school, maybe cause I saw the yearbook in my old primary school library. JUST BECAUSE OF THAT!! I would have chosen St Hildas or something manzx. Grrrrrrrrrrrr...I am sososo not happy. I just feel like getting my Os over and done with so that I can get outta there hellhole. YOU KNOW WHY I HATE THAT FUCKING PLACE??? Because it's inhabitat by AHLIANS and WANNABE MATS WHO INSIST THEY ARE NOT MATS WHEN YOU ARE FUCKING DRESSED LIKE ONE! I can't stand and MONSTERS EVEN!! Yes there are MONSTERS in ngee ann. HUGE AND UGLY AND BALD BUT THEY THINK THEY ARE SO FUCKING COOL. GET A FUCKING MIRROR. I JUST FEEL LIKE SCREAMING AT YOUR FAGGOT FUCKHEADS AND MAYBE I WILL!!!!!! YEAH I WILL IF I GET SO FUCKED UP AND I"LL EVEN SQUEEZE YOUR TITS CAUSE YOU CAN"T SQUEEZE MINE CAUSE IF YOU DO, I"LL MAKE VERY SURE THAT YOU ROT IN JAIL YOUR WHOLE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*uncensored words deleted cause Sundram will grill my tits

I don't wanna be a soldier

Flunked Compo. I used malay names manzx in attempt to sound Singaporean, haha. My characters' names were like Aminah, Azlan(husband and wife). Went home straight after the papers and I saw this Ngee Ann boy who I used to take bus 59 with when I lived in Bedok. And it was like Dejavu man cause he's now living in Sengkang too!! Haha crazy but it's like weird. Okay I am off to makan now!

Kiteretsu!!

OMG!!! I am like offcialy getting mad!!!! I wanted to log into my Blogger account and I went to log in on my old account that was my old lamelamelame blog!!!!!! I know, I know not interesting blahblah. But really, Mid years are getting into me. Oh and I haven't deleted the old blog manzx. Hahaha. Lazy but kept it lock. Today went to the wedding. I hate weddings as always cause there's nothing much to do but eat then look at the bride and groom. And I hate the kompang thing also!! Noisy, I thought I was going to die from the beat. I figured out that I am so not close to my cousins on my mother's side except for this one IRRITATING guy who was initially a fatso(his sister told us that he wore her bra when he was like twelve??) who keep asking me wether I am still single. But I hear he is slimmer now because of NS but I still have doubts. Oh and I offcialy DISLIKE(not hate) a girl from my school although I barely even know her. Hard to explain. I am still deciding wether or not to bring a bag tommorow since there's nothing much to bring but my pencilbox, hp, earpiece. OMG Kiteretsu just started!!!! Watch!!!

We're all of the stars, we're fading away

Okayzx I am like a complete NOOB at Facebook, manzx. I don't know what else to do except add people I know as friends!! Huh, what is the Wall thingy??? Confuseddd. :(
Oh, I am so happyhappy cause I finished the tiresome geog notes at lasttttt and know I'll just have to memorize 38 pages of notes!!!1 :((( I think I am going to flunk geog but I'll NOT let that happen!!!! Have faith, Natasya!! Believe in yourself!! You NEED to be in top 5!!! :D

Stop crying your heart out

OMG I can't believe I just made a Facebook account and I don't even know why!! But it happened maybe cause I was tempted to try the quizes my sister keep talking about and the games. -.- Oh, I hate menses cause it makes me eat so much before every period. And picture uploader is like nskbfbjrbfrv slow! Okay, I should be studying for MYEs now. Sighhhs.